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Rule 1: Always post the rules. Rule 2: Answer all the questions the person who tagged you asked and then write 11 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post. Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them.

1. What do you do in your free time?

I brainstorm new ideas for stories, write and read.

2. Who’s your tumblr best friend(s)?

linds is my #1

3. Where are you from?

Kentucky

4. How long have you had a tumblr?

mhmm, I can’t remember, but I think it was early 2012

5. Who are you close with?

,my cousin Rechelle

6. When’s your birthday?

April 4th

7. What’s your favorite color?

pretty blue

8. Why do you like Justin or Selena?

They’re both down to earth, caring, loving people

9. Where all have you traveled to?

Nowhere

10. Favorite thing about yourself?

My ninja skills (JK) I love my writing ?

11. Favorite store to shopimage at?

Aeropostale or Forever 21

MY QUESTIONS:

1. Favorite Movie?

2. Favorite TV Show?

3 Favorite Actor?

4. Favorite Actress?

5, Favorite Female/Male singer?

6. Favorite subject in school?

7. Would you like to be famous one day?

8. Top 3 favorite songs at the moment?

9. Favorite movie quote?

10. One place you’d like to visit?

11. Favorite genre of music?

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April  19   ( 2 )

"Hey babe, it’s me… I just wanted to call and tell you that, I love you so, so, so, so much. Just wanted to let you know that you are my princess, and you are worthy of all the love in the world. You are the love of my life!" 

April  19   ( 364 )
  

Begin Again - Chapter 23

JELENASUS

Selena’s POV:

“How does it feel to be home?” Demi asked me.

Ariana, Demi and I were all at my house, in the backyard patio having ‘girl time’. It’s been 2 days since I’ve been home from the hospital, and I’m just happy to be away from all that nasty hospital food, even though I never ate it. I’ve always had someone bring me something to eat so I wouldn’t starve.

“It’s been so divine.” I said dramatically slumping down in my seat, and both Ariana and Demi chuckled.

“Well I’m glad you’re happy to be home.” Ariana said before taking a sip from her lemonade.

“So Selena, have you talked to Justin?” Demi asked, narrowing her eyes. Instead of answering her I just slid down lower in my seat sipping my drink avoiding her question.

“See I knew you would be avoiding him!” Demi exclaimed.

“Sel, why are you ignoring Justin?” Ariana whined. “He loves you.”

“It’s not like I’m totally avoiding him,” I said shrugging my shoulders, “I mean I have to see him when I drop Kaylie off at his house, or he drops Kaylie off at my house or to pick her up.” I said matter-of-factly.

“Selena I swear you are so stubborn.” Demi huffed crossing her arms.

“I am not!” I defended.

“Selena yes you are. Ever since we were little you were always stubborn.” Demi said.

“And I know you’re stubborn because you were like that in high school.” Ariana chuckled.

“Whatever.” I mumbled.

“Selena, why won’t you give Justin a chance; you love him, and he loves you. Everyone knows that. Just give the guy a break. He wants to be a real family with you and Kaylie, and maybe some more kids down the line.” Demi said.

I raised up in my seat a little. “Demi I know that, it’s just—I don’t know. What if we do give this a try and it doesn’t work out? Not only will I be devastated but so will Kaylie. She will be heart broken that she won’t have her parents together, and more siblings.”

“Selena, you and Justin will work out,” Ariana began, “Wanna know why; because you two have such a strong bond. You both are totally head over heels in love with each other—ever since senior year in high school.

“Sel, Ariana is right, you and Justin’s bond is like no other.” Demi said. “And plus I don’t think Justin minds starting the baby-making business soon.” Demi chuckled, and Ariana and I joined in laughing also.

“Yeah you’re right. But I still need a little more time to think.” I said.

“Selena, you’ve been thinking for two days straight, that’s more than enough time.” Demi said.

I groaned placing my head in my hands. I know Demi and Ariana both are right, but it’s still too much to be thinking about right now.

“Why is love so difficult?” I asked looking up at the sky, as if I would get an answer.

“Because it’s love baby cakes.” Ariana said patting my shoulder.

“I’m going to get some wine—maybe even whiskey.” I said getting up from my seat. “Do you want some Ariana? I know Demi won’t pass—“

“Actually Sel, I can’t drink.” Demi said cutting me off, and I quickly turned around to look at Demi, as Ariana stared at her also.

“What do you mean you can’t drink?” I said smirking.

“Surprise, I’m pregnant.” Demi said jumping up from her seat, and making ‘jazz hands’ with her fingers.

Ariana and I both squealed and Demi joined our squealing, and soon enough there were 3 grown women squealing like they were still in high school.

Ariana and I gave Demi a bear hug before pulling away.

“Oh my God, Demi, how did this happen?” I asked—stupidly if you asked me.

“Oh c’mon Sel, if anyone, you should know how a pregnancy works.” Demi smirked winking at me and I playfully nudged her shoulder.

“You know that’s not what I meant.” I said rolling my eyes. “So when did you find out?”

“I found out just 4 days ago. And I meant to tell you both sooner, I just didn’t know how.” Demi said. “And I know I lied and said I haven’t had any signs yet that day I brought you Ihop for breakfast, but like I said, I didn’t know how to tell you, and I didn’t want you to freak out while still being on a heart machine.” She chuckled.

“Does Ryan know?” Ariana asked.

“No not yet. I don’t know how to tell him. I know I should tell him sooner, because well, I’ll start getting morning sickness and plus I’ll be even bitchier than I usually am.” Demi said. I could tell she was a little nervous, by the way her leg was shaking up and down.

“Dems, there is nothing to be worried about ok? Ryan is going to be very, very happy and I know it.” I said patting her leg.

“Oh my God, this is so exciting I’m going to be an auntie!” Ariana squealed jumping up and down.

“I’m glad you’re happy sis.” Demi smiled. “So when do I become an auntie?”

“Well Jai and I have talked, and we’ve decided to hold off on kids. We’re still in touch with our adoption counselor to help us, but right now, we decided not to be too stressed out about it.” Ariana smiled.

The reason Ariana has been talking to an adoption counselor is because she can’t conceive. If she does try, it’ll be very risky, and may harm her, or the baby, so Jai and Ariana have decided just to adopt kids in need.

“Well I’m very happy for you both.” I smiled.

“So Selena, when do you and Justin plan on making more babies?” Demi smirked.

+

Ariana, Demi and I all sat around for a few more hours until they decided to leave. Since I had gotten bored, I decided to start cleaning my kitchen until I heard my front door open and little platters of feet coming towards my way in the kitchen.

“MOMMY!” Kaylie yelled.

I turned around and held out my arms and she jumped into them, giving me a tight hug.

“Hi baby, did you have a fun time with your daddy?” I asked. Soon Justin walked into the kitchen wearing black basket ball shorts, a white tank and black Jordans.

“Yeah I did. Daddy helped me score some baskets!” Kaylie said happily.

Justin took a seat at the counter placing his phone, keys and wallet on the top.

“Tired old man?” I chuckled, noticing Justin was trying to catch his breath.

“I’m not old, but yes I am tired.” Justin chuckled.

“I told you she would wear you out.” I chuckled. “And who wears Jordans to play basketball?” I asked shaking my head.

“A lot of people do Selena.” Justin laughed.

I took out a bottle of water from the fridge and handed it to Justin, while Kaylie was still placed on my hip.

“Ms. Kaylie, have you packed for tonight?” I asked.

“Why is Kaylie packing?” Justin asked before chugging down his water.

“Tonight she’s spending the night over my parent’s house.”

“No not yet mommy, but I’ll go do it now.” Kaylie said.

I slid her down off my hip and she ran up the stairs to her room leaving Justin and I alone. I was very nervous, because I knew he would bring ‘us’ up.

“So,” Justin began, “have you thought about it?”

I knew it.

“Justin, I need a little more time.” I sighed.

“Selena it’s been two days!” Justin exclaimed. “I can’t take this anymore.” He said. He got up from his seat and walked over towards me.

“Do you still love me?” Justin asked catching me off guard. “Yes or no; do you still love me Selena?”

I swallowed hard.

“Why won’t you let us be a family?”

“I never said we couldn’t.”

“But you keep putting me off like you don’t want us to be one Selena.”

“Justin it’s not that I don’t wants us to be a family; it’s what if we don’t work out? Not only will it affect you and me, but also Kaylie. She’d be so devastated and heartbroken.”

“Trust me Selena; it’ll work out—I promise.”

I looked into Justin’s eyes, and all I saw in them was, the truth. He meant what he said, and he was going to keep that promise.

“Please.” Justin whispered his lips dangerously close to mine.

“MOMMY I’M DONE PACKING MY CLOTHES!” Kaylie yelled coming down the stairs.

I quickly pulled away from Justin and looked at my daughter.

“That’s good Kaylie. Why don’t you call granny and papa?” I asked and handed her my new phone.

Kaylie reached for the phone and dialed my mom’s number.

Justin’s POV:

Why is Selena being so stubborn about us? She loves me I know it.  So why is she putting off our family?

After dropping Kaylie off, and trying to convince Selena to give us a try for nearly an hour, I came back home to my empty large house and slugged my way to the kitchen.

This house would be a whole lot better with Selena and Kaylie living with me.

I opened one of the cabinets and got down a bottle of whiskey, and a little bottle of rum.

Maybe drinking away my problems would make me feel better.

Selena’s POV:

I was in a nice sleep until I heard my doorbell begin to ring.

I groaned and rolled over looking at clock seeing it was 11:30 at night.

Good thing Kaylie was over my parent’s house so she wouldn’t have been woken up by whoever this person was, that now decided to begin banging on my door.

What the hell?

I got out of bed and pulled on my robe and walked down the stairs barefooted, carefully, and quietly scared to see who was on the other side of the door.

The knocking got harder and more intense, and soon I heard the person yelling my name.

“Selena!”

As I got closer to the door, the person’s name got recognizable.

I opened the front door and there he was.

Justin.

“JUSTIN WHAT THE HELL!” I said. I pulled him in by his arm and smelt the alcohol.

His eyes weren’t bloodshot, and he could stand up on his own, so he wasn’t that drunk, but still driving even after having one drink, especially something strong as rum or whiskey is a bad idea.

I shut and locked the door behind him and pulled him into the living room, making him sit down on the couch.

“Are you stupid, or are you stupid?” I questioned.

“I missed you.” He smiled then hiccupped and laughed.

“You’re stupid.” I said rolling my eyes. “Justin how could you do something so reckless?”

Justin shrugged his shoulders looking at me with sad eyes. He wasn’t in the condition to talk tonight that’s for sure.

I got down on the floor infront of him and took off his shoes, then got up and took off his shirt.

“You stripping me Ms. Gomez?” Justin chuckled. Even while halfway drunk, he still had a dirty mind.

I rolled my eyes and shook my head. “I’m taking off your shoes and your shirt so you can be comfy and you can sleep.” I said.

I put his shirt on the back of the couch, and went to the hallway closet to grab Justin a blanket.

When I turned around I came face to face with Justin.

“Justin what are you—“

And before I could finish his lips were on mine. I dropped the blanket on the floor and wrapped my arms around Justin’s neck, as his arms wrapped around my waist, and our kiss became more intense.

My fingers found their way to the back of Justin’s neck, and into his hair. His arms groped my butt and on cue my mouth opened and Justin stuck his tongue in my mouth.

After a heated 15 minute make out session, Justin and I finally pulled away. I realized that we have moved from our previous position and now my back was against the wall, and my legs wrapped around Justin’s waist.

We both were breathing heavy trying to catch our breaths.

“Selena, I want you and I need you right now.” Justin breathed against my lips.

“I want and need you too.” I said and before Justin could say another word I brought our lips back together and folded my body to his, causing Justin to groan.

Justin moved and started walking us up the stairs without breaking contact until he had to ask me where my room was.

“Second door on your left.” I answered quickly, not wanting to waste time.

My feet came in contact with my floor, and I felt my arms beginning to become cold as Justin slid my robe off of my body. Justin picked me up again and my back was on my bed, and Justin was on top of me. He moved his lips from mine to my neck and began sucking causing me to moan and tug at his hair.

Justin slid his hands down my body and began tugging down my shorts along with my underwear.

I began tugging at his sweats and boxers signaling Justin to take them off and he did.

Justin moved from my neck so we had eye contact.

“I love you so much Selena.” He said.

“I love you too Justin.” I replied and kissed him once more, before allowing him to take off my shirt, and he took off his.

That night Justin and I showed each other how much we loved each other for the first time in years.

April  19   ( 53 )

Chapter 23 tonight or naawwh?

April  19   ( 23 )
Anonymous:
Are you here to stay? I missed uo

I missed y’all too. And this is only for a while. My internet is still off, and right now, I’m over my cousin’s house and that’s why I’m able to update, and be on tumblr. I probably won’t “officially” be back until sometime next month. :/ But I will try to get on as much as possible! 

ffallz:

— ” I maybe had a first love and had my heart broken, but reflecting on it, I don’t think that was love. I think as I’m getting older and having more in-depth relationships, maybe I’ll experience it. At the moment, I don’t know, exactly, if I’ve been in love. ” - Selena Gomez 

April  19   ( 55 )
  
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hehe naaaahh

April  19   ( 1 )

Begin Again - Chapter 22

yay new chapter (: I dunno if I’ll be able to update 23 today or tomorrow, I really don’t know, but I’ll try my best loves xoxo

Justin’s POV:

She was awake. Selena was awake and smiling.

“Hey.” I croaked out.

“Hi.” She smiled, but it soon faded.

“What’s wrong?” I asked.

“I know who you are; I just can’t remember your name.” She said scrunching her nose up and I chuckled at her cuteness.

“The doctor said you might have a little brain loss right when you wake up. Just don’t push it and it’ll come back naturally.” I smiled.

Selena made an ‘o’ shape with her mouth then turned to face me again. “Well, are you gonna tell me your name, or do I have to wait until my brain starts working again?” She chuckled, and I smiled. Hearing her chuckle was like music to my ears.

“Justin.” I said and she turned her head away from me and started making faces.

“Oh yeah, now I remember you. We used to date, and we have a daughter together.” She smiled then frowned again. “And you have a girlfriend.”

“Actually Selena, I—“I began but was cut off by the doctor and a nurse coming into the room.

“Oh, Miss Gomez you’re finally awake!” The doctor exclaimed.

The nurse went over to Selena’s left side and placed a tray beside her with some food and a cup of water, and another with sprite.

“How long has she been awake?” The doctor asked me.

“Not long; just a little over 2 minutes. She woke up knowing who I was, just not remembering my name. But it seems like her brain is working right again.” I smiled.

“That’s good to hear.” He said to me and then to Selena. “Are you feeling a little dizzy?”

“Just a bit.” Selena answered. “What happened?”

“You were in a really bad car accident Selena. You’ve been out of it for a few days now. We actually weren’t expecting for you to wake up for at least another week, but it seems like you made a better recovery than we thought.” The doctor answered.

“I think I remember that. I was driving my car away from something—or someone, I can’t remember, and then I remembered I saw a deer in the road and I didn’t wanna hit it and I ran off the road and lost control.” Selena said rubbing her head. “And I remember I—I jumped in the back seat,” Selena began calmly but started to get a little panic, “oh my God Kaylie, where’s my daughter? Is she okay? Please tell me she’s alive.” Selena said in panic mode as she sat up and tears started forming in her eyes.

“Selena babe calm down.” I said holding her shoulder.

“Selena, your daughter Kaylie is absolutely fine. Your body covered her, saving her from a really bad impact.” The doctor said and Selena let a breath out she was holding.

“When—when can I see her?” Selena asked.

“She’s with your parents. I’ll go give them a call and let them know you’re awake and tell them to bring Kaylie up.” I said and Selena nodded her head. I kissed her forehead before walking off into the hallway to call Mandy.

Selena’s POV:

Knowing my daughter was safe was a huge relief—but knowing I was out of it for a few days wasn’t. I knew Kaylie was worried about me—shit I know everyone was worried about me; whether I would wake up or not.

Waking up made my head feel a lot of pain, and knowing I couldn’t remember Justin’s name made me sort of upset, but as soon as he said his name, my brain started working again, and the memories started flooding back—even painful ones.

In my mind, I knew I was driving for some reason, I just can’t remember why. All I can remember was that I was mad and frustrated at something—or someone.

I looked around my room, and noticed it was drowning with flowers and stuffed bears, and balloons. Luckily my room was huge—my parents must have gotten me a private room. It was big enough to fit at least 10 people. I know that would come in handy knowing all the people that will come visit me.

The doctor talked to me just a few more minutes before walking out, leaving me time to think. He told me not to over think, or my head will explode.

I kept trying to remember what happened that night of the car crash—and why in the hell I was dreaming Justin told me we could finally have a family like I’ve always wanted.

I heard two knocks on the door and Justin came back in with a smile on his face and my parents and Kaylie followed in behind him.

“Mommy!” My beautiful daughter squealed; seeing her face, and seeing her physically was enough to make my entire day.

“Hey baby girl.” I smiled.

My dad helped Kaylie onto the bed with me, making sure she didn’t mess with any of the wires and she cuddled up to my side.

“I missed you mommy.” She sniffled.

“I missed you too baby.” I smiled kissing the top of your head.

“You were hibernating too long. I’m glad you’re done now.” She said looking up at me. I chuckled at her. I mean, I rather her think I was hibernating than almost dead any day.

“We all missed you honey.” My mom stated.

I looked over to my parents and they looked like they were about to cry and I shook my head.

“Please don’t cry.” I said. “I’m awake and fine ok? If you cry you know I’ll cry.” I added on and both my mom and dad nodded their heads.

Both my parents came over to give me a quick kiss on the forehead before another knock came on the door, and Pattie came inside with Gracie and Jazzy.

“SELLY!” Gracie said using my nick-name she used to use when she was younger, and sometimes use now.

“Hey Grace.” I smiled. I gave her a hug and a kiss best to my ability while lying in bed, and did the same to Pattie and Jazzy.

“I’m glad you’re okay Selena. We really missed you.” Jazzy smiled.

“I missed ya’ll too.” I smiled. “Where’s Demi?” I asked, wondering where my bestfriend was. To be honest I thought she would be the first one here—before my parents and Justin both.

“She’s on her way; she just had to run a quick errand.” My mom smiled and I nodded my head.

“Mommy, guess what!” Kaylie smiled and I looked down at her asking her what she was so jumpy about.

“I talked to Mace, and he said he wants you to call him once you’re done hibernating. He said it’s very important.” Kaylie said emphasizing the word ‘important’.

“Okay, I guess I’ll have to do just that.” I smiled.

“You can call Mason on my phone honey, we have to go out and buy you a new phone since yours is all cracked. I mean it works, but I doubt you want a cracked phone.” My mom chuckled.

“You know me so well.” I laughed.

“How about we all give Selena some privacy to talk to Mason?” My mom said chirping in.

“Good idea Mandy.” Pattie added on. “Let’s all go down to the cafeteria and get some food, because I know Selena didn’t eat any of the hospital food the nurses gave her.”

“Ok, so you all know me so well.” I laughed.

Soon everyone was out of my room and I was alone. I dialed Mason’s number on my mom’s phone, hearing a perky Mason answer.

“Hello Mrs. Teefey.” Mason said, “Any news on Selena?”

“Actually she’s doing just fine.” I smiled, and I knew, I could feel it Mason smiling through the phone.

“Selena, you’re awake!” Mason said.

“Yep, I’m done hibernating.” I chuckled and so did Mason.

“Well I’m glad you’re done hibernating.” Mason said. “I wish I could come down to see you, but I’ve been so busy with work and it’s all over whelming.” He said.

“I understand.” I said. “So Kaylie said you have some very important news to tell me, so cough it up.” I said in a seriously-joking tone.

“Well, for starters, I have a girlfriend.” He said and I didn’t know whether to be happy—or sad.

“Oh. Well that’s nice. What’s her name?” I asked.

“Amanda. She’s a new worker at my job and we sort of hit it off and—“

“Wait, how long have you two been dating?”

“About 3 months now.”

3 months? But last time Mason was here we almost—

“Wait, 3 months? But just last month we almost, you know—“I said, not wanting to continue or else I would puke my guts out.

“But we didn’t, and plus Amanda and I were off then. So we’ve been dating 3 months if you don’t count the time we were ‘off’.” He stated and I just nodded my head even though he couldn’t see me.

“Is that all you needed to tell me?” I asked.

“Well, I’m also a soon-to-be father.”

+

Just 5 minutes after my conversation with Mason I heard 4 distinct knocks on the door, already knowing who it was.

“COME IN DEMI!” I yelled.

Soon my bestfriend had her arms wrapped around me and my arms were wrapped around her.

“Selena I missed you so, so, so much. Please don’t ever scare me like that again. You almost gave me a heart attack.” She said against my shoulder.

“I know and I’m sorry. You should know, I’m a fighter—ever since I was younger.” I chuckled and she smiled.

“Don’t I get a hug?” I heard Ryan’s voice over Demi shoulders.

Demi let go, and Ryan came over and hugged me.

“Hey Ry.” I smiled, “You’ve been taking care of Demi right?” I asked and Ryan nodded his head.

“So Demi, my mom said you were running an errand, were did you go?” I asked and Demi put up her finger telling me to hold on.

She went to the door mumbling some words and she came back into the room followed be two additional people.

“Ariana, Jai!” I sang happily. It’s been so long since I’ve seen them.

“Selena!” Both squealed.

I received a hug from Ariana first and then Jai.

“When we received the news, I knew Jai and I had to come back to Boca ASAP.” Ariana said, almost crying. “Knowing you’re up and smiling makes me so happy.”

“Knowing you two came all this way for me makes me so happy.” I smiled. “So tell me, how’s Australia?”

“Oh my, it’s so beautiful.” Ariana grinned. “We’re actually thinking about making our move there permanent.” She added on.

“Shesh, with the time ya’ll been gone, I would of think you both would have already moved there.” I chuckled. “So you know your sister is engaged, how is the married life?” I asked.

“It’s good.” Both Jai and Ariana said in unison.

“I can’t believe I’ve been married to this knuckled head for over a year now.” She chuckled.

“It feels like just yesterday we got married.” Jai piped in.

“Well at least ya’ll was nice enough to invite us to the wedding.” I said.

“Yeah, but a 3 day notice was not an okay thing.” Demi chuckled. “Ya’ll could have at least gave us a 3 week notice, or a 3 month notice.”

+

Majority of the day everyone spent their time in my room and we all joked and made small talk. Luckily Pattie and my mom went to Chick-Fil-A later that night so I wouldn’t have to eat nasty hospital food.

My parents and Pattie left with Jazzy and Gracie around 8:30 that night because my parents and Pattie had to work the next morning, followed by Demi, Ryan, Ariana and Jai leaving around 9. Ariana and Jai were staying in a nice hotel just up the street from the hospital, since Ryan and Demi only live in an apartment and don’t have any room.

Kaylie and Justin were the last to leave. Kaylie was having a hard time leaving me, because she was scared I was gonna start hibernating again and I had to convince her and tell her I was not ‘hibernating’ ever again.

Around 10, my doctor came in and told me to get some rest and that I should be able to go home within the next day or so. They just wanna keep me a little longer for observation, and to make sure I’m 110% okay.

I finally fell asleep around 11, and started dreaming about that night. I started having flashbacks and remembering every small detail.

Including mine and Justin’s ‘fight’; how I threatened him I would get a ‘custody battle’ over Kaylie therefore he wouldn’t be able to see her at all. I remembered the main reason why we fought—because of Sasha.

Then for some reason I dreamt about Justin and I having our own family, with 2 additional kids and even a family dog. Sasha was out of the picture completely.

“We could actually be a real family, like you have always wanted.”

“I broke up with her.”

“She’s not allowed near me or my house.”

“I’m also suing her.”

I woke up the next morning around 8 feeling a bit groggily from my dreams. I know that if you’re in a coma, sometimes you can hear what others are saying, but that’s a possibility. I don’t wanna jump to conclusions and just embarrass myself if Justin actually didn’t break up with Sasha.

Before going to work Demi dropped off some Ihop for me and we ate breakfast and talked for a while before she left for work. We talked about how her and Ryan are still in the baby making process (which has been over a month, and I’m starting to worry why Demi hasn’t gotten any signs yet). She also told me how excited she’s happy Ariana is back home (just a reminder, Ariana and Demi aren’t blood sisters, they’re step sisters ever since Ariana’s dad and Demi’s mom got married back when we all where in elementary school).

My mom called to check on me around 11 and Jas and Barbara even called from a photo shoot they were having in London, and promised to send me pictures.

The doctor came to check on me and told me I should be able to go back home August 5th which was only 2 days away.

Around 1pm, Justin came in with Kaylie and even brought lunch—McDonald’s of course, and like always, he knew exactly what I wanted.

“Mommy, did you know daddy broke up with Sasha?” Kaylie said ecstatically. Well there goes the answer to my question I’ve been dreaming about.

I can’t believe they actually broke up. “Really?” I asked surprised.

“Yep; I broke up with her the day before you woke up.” Justin said.

“Umm, why?” I asked. I didn’t know whether it was my place to be asking or not, but I needed to know details.

“She cheated on me and the baby isn’t mine. You were right all along—even Jazzy and Gracie were right. They’re the ones who brought the man she was cheated on me with to my house.” Justin said.

“Oh I’m sorry.” I said. Wait why should I be sorry? Well I’m sorry that Justin was used and put down, but I’m happy he finally realized what a twat Sasha really is.

“You have nothing to be sorry about Sel. I’m the one who should be sorry. I’m the one who yelled and got mad at you and Kaylie for no reason.” Justin said sadly.

I did the unthinkable. I reached over and grabbed Justin’s hand in mine and smiled and he did also.

“Sel, I want us to be a real family; you, Kaylie and I. We can have more kids down the line, but for now it’ll be just us three.” Justin spoke, and I could tell he really meant it.

But what I was thinking was just a bit of the opposite. Did I want to be with Justin—well duh yeah I want to be with Justin. What I meant was, is now the right time? Even though he has apologized what he did was still wrong—I mean calling me a bad parent. Even though it seemed like an easy answer, it really wasn’t. I had a lot to think about. If Justin and I really did this, this will be our future.

“Sel, so what do you say?”

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Anonymous:
You slay all fanfics, amazing!! Cant wait to read the rest of begin again, its my fave but i also cant wait for your other fanfic which will obviously slay too XOXO

hehe thanks xo

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Anonymous:
Begin Again is my favorite fanfiction! You are an amazing writer (: Are you going to make a sequel to Begin Again?

no

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Anonymous:
i love begin again so much omg i literally check if you update every single day. your fanfics are soooo perfect

thank you ❤️ there should be another update tonight hopefully 

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